She sits in her room debating whether she releases...
or end this whole thing with a gun...
You always say
you love me you care...
Crawling thoughts of suicide go round and round...
These thoughts I thought I left behind surface up...
There's a girl
that you would never notice...
Look into my eyes
And see through my disguise...
When your eyes behold not what do you see
there I know you are miserable like me...
When I look in the mirror, I hate what I see.
I try, but I cant forgive me...
Kinda happy,
Kinda sad...
Smiles fade away with each minute
Breaking the spirit I forced into each word...
Have you ever felt
Like whenever someone...
Write about what you know, they said.
It makes your writing more emotional, they said...
She cries and cries; she tries,
But she can't stop her sobbing eyes...