Something is terribly wrong,
I can feel it deep inside...
A week before the holy day,
Everyone is so happy, but me...
Drops of pain that fall;
Embracing the ground...
As I sit upon my Balcony,
high above your world...
A shattered red bulb
Glistens with melted snow...
All the hate inside me is burning,
Maybe I am still Learning...
Eyes close
never to open again...
My daily dose of apathy
Numbs the bitterness from my tongue...
Its not my fault these tears I cry,
Maybe if you had held me...
Falling deep into the
Horrifying darkness...
You sent me into
The Darkness...
In crystal caverns ive become entrapped
seething with despair...