Blood is pouring
I am crying...
Behind the hair on my face, are these blood shot...
I'm such a disgrace...
Every time now when
i look myself...
If you could just realize how broken I am
then maybe you would see that loving him was never...
This life is to much to take,
the pain is to much to hold...
I've never used a microscope for her skin before.
I simply believed her, that months ago rehab had...
You gave me pills I couldn't swallow
and you forced them down my throat...
Every so often I was sent a miracle
in which I took a chance to trust...
All my life I have felt alone
because no one has understood...
I'm wasting
This illusion of time...
I'm lost for words,
I feel like a falling bird...
I gave my heart
to a monster...