I lay their quietly on my bed
rembering the things that you had said...
As i walk away from my past
The shadows always following me...
My reality is much to dark for you to view
For your eyes will bleed darkness...
Who ever truly listens
Who ever truly fixes the hurt...
I go back to those days...
...the days when I was young and naive...
Young boy sitting all alone cant seem to find his...
So this is really a song that I wrote... I just...
Let me jump in the back
of that old pick up truck...
In this place that I live in fright
This is what I see everyday and night...
You see the smile of a girl,
so sweet and innocent...
Everyone thinks that life is good
that life is awesome...
I am a disappointment
I don't know why i am living...
I saw that guy today.
He was walking out of my building, joking and...