It's so hard knowing,
You're on your own...
I just want to scream
it's getting to much for me...
I feel violent, alone.
darkness overshadows...
Nobody truly sees her.
The feelings see tries to hide...
A million goodbyes i have endured
A million times Ive felt insecure...
Fishnets hold my soul in place
duck tape holds my heart...
Is life worth living
If you're not alive...
Will her soul still perform;
after everyone has left and gone...
I stand here in the headlights
looking all around...
I feel lost in the sea
Of names and faces...
Behind the smiles; beneath the fame
Still hidden deep inside her name...
(Verse 1)
Precious Father in Heaven...