She looks at me,
and fakes a smile...
I feel like shit
Like somebody spit on me...
Make sure the noose is tight
make sure this feels right...
In these fifteen years,
There have been only two words...
Many years ago life was such a treasure to her,
She was always happy and up beat...
No one can see me
I'm unwanted, I'm alone...
I know what you really think about me
You think this is just a way i want to be...
Today I committed Suicide,
I looked to the darkest parts of outside...
Daddy left
And mommy cried...
Left alone
As a suicidal freak...
I hate when this happens
It tears me in two...
The music's playing again and I'm shaking
As I sit down in the shadows to write...