Here I am bored and depressed
Everyone tells me I need help...
Here i am, on the keyboard,
in the night, lost and bored...
Lately I've been thinking
Does it hurt to die...
You don't know what it's like
And you'll never understand...
I look down at my wrists
A couple bruises from snapping my rubber bands...
Fake happy eyes
So secret deep...
The things you said to me
They just wont seem to go away...
She lives, in a house
Painted different shades of gray...
I don't eat anymore you know.
I feel like I have no room to grow...
Hiding in dark
With crying scars...
I see a girl, dressed in black,
as though in constant mourning...
Mom I'm so sorry that you feel so down.
And I'm so sorry that the reason you are is...