Lord, I know you hear my cries at night
I can't take this anymore...
Always hurting, even when everything is fine
And I’m always wishing for you to be mine...
If i don't get close to you
you can't break my heart in two...
Smile when in misery
And laugh when in pain...
Don't speak, I know just what you'll say.
It's the same thing you say every time...
This has made me so mad
That all I can do is cry...
Sitting in the corner my head in my hands
Sitting in the corner crying because no one...
I cut my self hoping to die
so i go to bed hoping to never wake up...
On the horizon, Dark clouds are beginning to form
Shadows growing in the bleack pit of my mind...
This Monday morning i felt so alone and was sad,
Did something that i knew would be really bad...
Just give me a reason
A chance to deceive...
Steel blade,
Glimmering beneath the happy facade...