Watching myself on a cinema screen
My life played in front of me like a movie...
A cut. One simple slice.
The blood, the relief...
I cant fight this misery no more
my whole body is becoming sore...
Why do I feel so much pain
When a smile is all I wear...
My shoulders I can feel them breaking
The weight of the world they're taking...
I cant sleep
cant close my eyes...
I fell down to my knees
And I bent my head and prayed...
My tears are like a river
Flowing far and wide...
If I didn't ever exist, all your problems would...
My existence does cause you every bit of your...
*Feeling confused/lost*
Lulling my head…into my hands...
Once again, roll out the long sleeves
whisper, point, do whatever you please...
Once again I take the knife,
Try to stop the hurt, try to quit my life...