This is to my Granddad, he died when I was a kid...
So many times I've tried...
I miss you so much,
you don't have a clue...
Sometimes I don't know how
I get by? you was always there for me...
I tried to save her
I watched her...
Death, some people may say that death is the end...
When someone who you love is gone from this world.
Your start to realize how much you miss them...
I remember when
I was so young...
The loss of a little one
the tears fall down my face...
I'm lost.
im not here...
I sometimes wonder why I was spared
Spared the monster of the detox...
Its hard to live through each day not knowing if...
~~to my beautiful mother...
I sat there for awhile
with the rain covering my tears...