For once I felt alive.
Into your trap I took a dive...
No one knows this side of me
With all my insecuritys...
Distance decadence in grieving graves
Surrounding sorrows suffer ferocious fates...
What we had, well it was nice,
but in the end you won't think twice...
I get so tired of being misunderstood
and having no voice to explain...
I try so hard to fight for you
But I lost...
If I was diagnosed as "permanently...
with no chance of recovery...
You said you'd never leave me,
Yet you did...
I wake up, try to face the day,
but it's always just the same...
It's been almost 8 days since I saw your face
and I can't help but wonder what I'm missing...
Day after day I pretend I'm fine
He'll never know how much I'm hurting...
I remember when nostalgia crawled up to me at...
and the ice-cold memories wafted into my body...