I'm standing still and yet the world is spinning...
looking down and seeing the world upside down...
Chests gets tighter.
And I can hardly breath...
I got to be strong
They say...
I want to scream,
So loud...
I went to church
and sobbed, the echo's...
Lonliness is bearing down
dark, hollow and relentless...
There is something to be said
When you are unable to sort the thoughts within...
Heavy hearts
are truthful ones...
I watch his mind whirl in fury and anguish
I watch him hold his tongue...
Hope is a light that shines so bright,
A beacon in the darkest night...
I’ve never written about you
Because I’ve always felt like...
as I lie awake at night
contemplating if im alright...