There's still wondering about intentions.
There will always be these doubts...
Life is a hardship
It breaks us down and beats us up...
Forever falling,
never ending...
Maybe im a stupid one
Waiting for nothing...
Love passes like the day
lighting up new paved ways...
It almost feels as though
emotions expressed...
Dear god,
please let him know that i love him...
A raging war full of blood, sadness, and pain
The spark of gun fire flash through the night...
Stay up all night and sleep all day.
I don't want my wasted years to be this way...
I tell myself everyday,
I'm still okay...
Emptiness resounding in hollow halls
monotone with lost words...
I look for it between tumbling lines
of fugitive lost memories, amid words...