I'm so sick of this disease
Plagued with misery it seems...
I think about it over and over again
I keep on replaying it all in my head...
Would you care if i slit my wrists today?
Would it matter, if i wasn't there...
Relationship as in friendship!!!!!
*This is dedicated to Anthony though, i don't know...
Every day a dream,
No...
Many people cut their wrist
and others cut their shoulders...
I lay awake in Grandma's bed that night,
I missed you...
I sit at home
all so alone...
Unsure of what to feel
Unsure of who to trust...
I've been thinking that maybe I should leave
I don't even deserve fresh air to breathe...
A night outside with my friends
having fun hopping it wouldn't end...
I used to lie awake staring at my arm
Looking at all my pain filled attempts of self...