I'm so tired
I have so many things to do tomorrow...
No no no no
I didn't want to end up like this...
I can't breathe
I feel cold...
I'm drowning in a sea of feelings.
He doesn't notice the tears falling down my face...
He forced the skill right out of me.
A squeeze to the abdomen and...
I'm sitting alone in my room
I can't talk to anyone...
My hands are bound
My eyes are covered...
I see nothing but darkness
I look around, darkness...
They're screaming so much
And it's because of me...
Counting again - dammit:
steps, calories, lights, days...
Today has finally came.
Seeing you lying there...
It never quite feels like Christmas anymore;
Cynicism curb stomped the hell out of my hopes...