You walked too close to the fire, orange boy,
but I loved the smell of smoke on your warm fur...
This was the last deep breath
I would have to take...
I wish you could cover your heart
and protect it from the pain...
Something's gonna change here.
I ain't telling mama, yet...
At 1 AM, I still look for her.
The girl I could've been...
When we missed you,
we used to sing...
The pain won't go away it all just keeps coming.
The tears seem like they won't stop...
Probably would hurt so bad if I had just walked...
I shoulda turned my back on you like...
Can you see what I've been through ?
Can you see my fears...
There will come a time
within my catacomb nightmares...
You say its fine
You tell me it was one time...
This poem is fictional -
I did not slice through my heart...