She screams so loud
My walls break down...
I know I told you to stay away, that you hurt me...
And I did not lie when I said the very sight of...
...is what I am as I don't fall down crying,
When I smile but inside I'm all dead...
Dear Ex this is for you...
Love is torture and pain waiting to begin...
Everything has changed.
For the better or worse...
I've built these walls around me
To try to encage myself...
She lays in my arms,
Fragile was she...
I feel broken and used, i feel useless and abused...
I don't know how to tell you how I feel
I don't know how to express my pain...
Do you feel the coldness setting in?
I never thought I'd feel this way again...
Mother mother,
See me weep...
I can't take this anymore.
It hurts so much...