If you knew me, you would see
Fake smiles hide the way I feel inside...
I see you there Momma,
sitting under the tree...
Do you know the feeling of swimming against the...
It's painful when everyone thinks you're out of...
I lose sleep, wondering what might have been,
What will be, and what should have been...
There’s no point in getting up
Just stay in bed, no one wants you anyway...
I love you, I love you, I love you
but I don’t, I don’t, I don’t...
You say you're there for me,
then walk toward the elevator...
I stepped outside for the first time tonight,
waiting until the world got a little darker...
You bought me flowers;
And I let them die on my kitchen counter...
She lives inside of me.
She says I am mentally broken...
I've lost the joy that once lit my days,
Drowning in sorrow, adrift in life's maze...
I’ve been waiting here a long time
Almost twenty summer suns...