I lay on the bed,
With the gun by my side...
I'll smile though I'm broken,
I'll smile for you all...
Do i bug you?
Do you hate me...
Sometimes I think of you
When its late at night...
Happy feelings come and go
just as death comes for some...
Driving away in the lost road
Thinking back, going slow...
Sitting at the bottom of the shower
Watching the blood rush out of my arm...
ANOTHER TEAR! AGAIN?
HONESTLY WHY EVEN TRY...
I cut my wrist and lose the pain.
I have nothing else to turn to...
My throat is sore
And my eyes in tears...
You told me you loved me
You told me you'd never leave...
Were are you man,
Thought me and you was family man...