Today I thought about you
It was different than before...
I thought that I'd never be over you
And that without you I'd die...
You tell me you miss me ,
That you love me...
I've lost the ability to trust in guys.
I can't hold them too close...
I'm Done,
I'm done with your foolishness...
My heart was all
all i gave up...
I want to scream at you
yet i cant find the words to speak...
Tears wont stop falling from my eyes
they fall in a puddle in this thundering world...
( 11-15-05)
You said you never lied...
These secrets werent meant to be told,
Those rumors werent meant to unfold...
Someday I'll move on
this pain will leave...
A lost love somewhere
that isn't there anymore...