Here's the knife,
Here's my heart...
I never let you hear me, well I didn't speak
Can't hardly find the words, well I was too weak...
Obsessive, controlling, abusive, he was
Scared, broken, the light in her heart was dim...
Like cigarettes we were dragged down
Like old porch lamps we were burnt out...
Im a mess, but im okay
i wake up with a smile every day...
I try and block out reality but every single song...
Everything feels so hopeless theses days, my...
This might be one of the hardest things I've ever...
But seeing you with her earlier was hard too...
I dont know what is worse;
Losing you or loving you...
I have been thinking of you
And the way you make me feel...
The hardest part wasnt saying goodbye or watching...
The hardest part wasnt that u were leaving or that...
Our relationship... was like walking a tight rope
I had no fear, but jumped on with hope...
I deserve better,
Than waiting on answers...