I wish to be inside your head
To understand the things you said...
Doll so broken
And so torn...
There's nothing here to do
And I can't go outside...
This notebook is getting tired of the same old...
Under shaking and trembling skin, you take it all...
I wish that all my wishes come true and i could...
i wish that you never done what you did then i...
Door shuts, tears flow
There is no way...
Dear Ryan
I can't believe you're gone, it can't be true...
-I wrote this from listening to the song Uninvited...
So tired...
What if...
what if i was truely dead...
I knew you didn't want me
when your hands left my hips...
I can hear the tick tick tock
of the grandfather clock...
I look outside and see the clear blue sky
It's such a beautiful day...