Parched dry from the blood you have squeezed from...
The claws of your eyes match the scars on my...
I've never been one to have many friends
No one to love me, to tie up loose ends...
I thought I heard your soul whispering for me,
And swore I heard your tears telling me you were...
I want to die
I want to feel the soil on my skin...
Always questioning your life...
but seem so happy all the time...
It's hard to believe how much of my life
I've spent praying and wishing for death...
Itsz been 5 monthsz of your deathh andd itsz dhaa...
Youhh were myy everyythinqq, myy first lovee andd...
Youhh can sheadd tearsz dat he isz qonee
or youhh can smilee becausee he livedd...
Today you told me that you wanted to commit...
I made you promise me you wouldn't do anything...
Delicate misery,
in a familys heart...
I'm standing alone,
with hurt in my eyes...
I wake and feel nothing
I shower and feel nothing...