Dear Mom,
The gun is in my hand...
I know your there but I can't see you
But it feels like you are beside me in everything...
I am writing this to you,
To let you know of what I\'m about to do...
Up near the grave as I pause to stand
I took my favorite necklace off and put it in my...
Like diamonds falling from the winter sky
They come as often as a suicidal teens tears...
How do you feel now dad?
I always wanted to be a grad...
I'm not worth it anymore
always behind a closed door...
I'm sitting on the floor
behind this closed door...
Scars of life run deep into my soul,
Taking a part of my light away...
When the wind whispers my absence,
And the sun mourns my passing...
My head in my hands
my heart on the floor...
I HAVE NOT LAY ON TOP OF A WOMEN, BUT I WILL...
WISHES ARE FOR CHILDREN I KNOW BUT IF I WERE TO...