I have opened up
Exposed myself completely...
It's not going to be okay,
I'm scaring myself...
I really did love u
and i believed it was true...
Feeling of despair thinking what if
unfulfilled dream of gods gift...
Shadows appear as the night slowly falls,
I hide underneath my unanswered calls...
Kill me now
make me bleed...
I Cry Out For Help Within These Walls
Between These Blades Of Redness Falls...
I failed you,
disappointed you...
I drift along a quiet river
settled there a sometime ago...
The young girl hides many lies
she hides the scars deep...
Life so colorful
But turns to gray...
Contemplation
~Pistol or pill...