I know life's not forever
not everything goes your way...
I'm standing there with blurred, dark eyes,
nothing but a disgrace...
I am kinda in a very depressing mood ATM...
I was only half awake
~"How many pills did you take?"...
I know how you feel
Because I feel it too...
Every night in the shower
I cradle my skin with my blade...
This girl is in pain
this girl i know...
I'll try to make this one happy,
I'll even try to smile...
Today
Do you want to know...
My eyes are swollen shut
My heart as stopped beating...
My angel, are you there?
Do you hear my call...
I'm in my room,
laid on the floor...