My image mocks me
Always reminding me of the woman I am not...
I feel like I'm suffocating.
Drowning in my own insecurities...
I wear a painted on smile
As reality pulls on every one of my strings...
Show him death
Show him pain...
Don't tell me not to kill myself
because you simply don't know...
Trees are breathing with the life you lost, so...
Empty pill boxes, burnt cigarettes. No hope, no...
Sleeping and dreaming, dreaming of sleep. Biting...
Go the whole way, and see how you deal with the...
Unfeeling Humanity with self-denying morality
Reserved mammals walking hopeless...
The shore rises blurring the lines between endless...
Winter weary wardrobe...
You crawl inside Yourself
You hold onto hope...
What's the toll of life?
Where we grow to bestow only death...
Everlasting scars remain engraved
upon my canvas heart...