I am a lost child
A lost child I am...
Behold the walking evidence that
A broken, pieced heart can still beat...
What makes you think that it's okay to judge me?
Do you see what your words do to me...
The silence looms around my shaking silhoutte
As I stand, barely, against the wall...
I watched as you walked life's long path
Each step with caution and contemplation...
I was never one to be afraid of heights,
but now I'll have to admit...
Like a topsy-turvy confection
he's trapped beneath another life...
You buy me new clothes
you buy me jewelry...
I refuse you again, engulfing myself
in dangerous waters void of ocean life...
I dug deep I did
Into a black hole...
The temptation to cut is back again,
I find myself wanting rid of the pain...
It's here again
The feeling I know so well...