Mayday mayday I'm going down
*seat ejects* my parachute is yet to have deployed...
Have you ever wonder
if the life you have was...
You said you'd always be there, you said you...
Huh, I guess thats the biggest lie i'd even heard...
Once again sitting alone
trying to keep my thoughts at bay...
I want to say goodbye
to the ones i once loved...
"Poems and Prayers and Promises"
Today my mind is focusing in on the words...
No one knows who she really is
she is hiding behind her fear...
I've never been so exhausted
Yesterday was the first day I totally lost it...
Guilt and anxiety
Inner pain the agony...
Sitting alone in the corner of a room,
for hours on end...
Something that nobody would suspect,
from reading the poem I'm writing...
Spiraling into a depth of delirium,
the lack of strength to grasp reality...