On The Outside we look in a mirror
and only see a reflection...
I can't recover,
I want to relapse...
I need a win and nothing big just something to...
Nothing fancy. Nothing too wise...
Leave me alone...
Why are you still here...
When is the right time
to scribe painful mistakes...
I am sitting in the dark.
Locked inside with nothing but my fears...
I'm stranded in my reality.
The voices won't go away...
I think about you all the time
and everyday its hurt to cry...
I am constantly chased by great depression.
I live through life with great aggression...
The thing about self-harm is
People act like it's a phase...
Earlier, I bathed my spirit
in sunshine that was never earned...
Its 2 a.m in the morning.
I still awake remembering you and me...