Everything about you has become a blur,
salt and snow, sheets and winter sky...
Brother....? I miss you, no not just me all of us...
Flesh and hair yield no interest in me these days.
Limbs and lips are just accessories to the soul...
You push me,
You bully me...
I walk along the shoreline
I've been here many times...
I am simply an echoing voice
dying out as I bounce off each wall...
Behind these eyes, I cry the tears I've never shed
In my heart, I feel the pain I have known to dread...
Careful to suppress the need to cling to you...
Leaning against the wall for support, trembling in...
There is a Big Hole In My Heart,
Is it because you took a piece out when you walked...
Sometimes I just think I'd be better off dead,
With a golden bullet in my head...
Why did I have to find it?
Hiding in the bathroom drawer...
Extreme difficulty comes to vision
when the aura of my love fades...