I refuse you again, engulfing myself
in dangerous waters void of ocean life...
I dug deep I did
Into a black hole...
The temptation to cut is back again,
I find myself wanting rid of the pain...
No one understands or knows our pain, why do we...
We toss and turn, we can't sleep at night, we...
It's here again
The feeling I know so well...
My walls seem to breathe heavily as I lay curled...
On the black sheets of a cold, unfeeling bed...
As I walked away I felt jaded
My morals and standards had been invaded...
He watched me as I fell into a deep depression.
He was the first to know when I had taken...
I'm smoking my sorrow
I'm drinking my pain...
Another long night standing in my room alone
Thinking about nothing just staring at my phone...
Somber glow pale morning
The snow came without warning...
My sorrow my pain my broken feelings and heart I'm...
I don't know what happened because I remember once...