You are saying, who i am?
you are the buddy who given reason to fight...
I don't know If I am whom I was,
What happened to me...
I don't know who I am anymore,
I don't know what happened to the old me...
*Written 5/11/11*
How do I look...
She faked the world into believing
That she was fine...
There is a time just after the sun sets
when all are in bed, fear comes out to play...
Like a story begining with once upon a time this...
I remember thinking that when I was sixteen
I could break free from the abuse...
You can hide your burning eyes
behind a mask, made of lies...
Tear drops falling endlessly,
drowning out the pain...
Dramatic little girl,
tears of hurt and blame...
I cried for the first time in days I have lost...