Tainted water.
You tainted it with blood because you hate living...
No one looks.
You feel like no one is listening...
I.
You...
Silent nights,
Secret frights...
Crying,
Crying...
Think about how, If you killed yourself, nobody...
Was it worth it, A few hours of being high?
Mom, please tell me why you chose drugs over me...
I need it bad
Something just out of my horizon...
Can you see the despair in her eyes?
Do you hear the pain in her voice...
To say I feel empty, in itself is a contradiction...
Rather, my soul is in a deep realm of confliction...
Pale shadows fall on spaces
long lost to bitter words...
I'm falling down, with no one to catch me.
I hit rock bottom and shatter like glass...