Why do you hate yourself so much
and drink that liquor like a crutch...
I tear myself up in pieces,
Trying to fight the demons...
What you've done to me, you'll never understand
The pain that i feel now, is all at your hand...
The top skin looks good
underneath linger problems...
I'm still here, but for how long?
If asked years ago if I thought I'd still be here...
Staring at the sun,
Floating out to sea...
A non disposable monster, as I call it.
Just as I am alone, she slithers to manifest in...
You thought I was okay
But I think the fake smile gave it away...
Day
after day...
"And all I loved I loved alone"
His words speak to me...
A lack of breath and a crushing feeling in your...
Sometimes we detach when we need someone most...
Sometimes my world goes dark
But only for a moment...