I don't want to wake up in the morning but I don't...
I don't want to cry all my tears but I don't want...
They're not hidden anymore
on show for everyone to see...
I cant hide behind a fake smile anymore
No longer can i hold back my tears...
Some days the monotony
is comfortable...
8/11/23
Today has made me alone...
Even from the womb I had heard,
only if the father is wealthy does the unborn...
I forgot me, somewhere beyond those hills,
I forgot me, when I separated from my wills...
This absolute heaviness won't subside
Really feels like you have died...
The wall confines, it never forgives,
It holds me in, and denies the humane sieves...
It wasn't easy returning to you
with my baggage containing more...
I'm a little distracted,
Been trying to read...
I can feel my breaking point about to snap,
Walls closing in like I’m caught in a trap...