Saffie scared,
scared of talking...
Sometimes life can just pass you by
while your busy making plans to die...
Just close your eyes,
hold in your cries...
The shock is instant
as it rushes through my arm...
A sketch of fear in my heart, giving a different...
Though It was effort to take me in your sympathy...
So Long
I have been here...
I'm Dying,
I'm Burning...
I could have been an actress
could have been on the TV...
Everyday is a war for me
Even myself has turned on me...
On the ground I lay
Motionless in pain...
What do you do when you've had enough?
When you're so tired of being tough...
Tired of the constant irreversible pounding
The surf of my thoughts...