My life seems pointless,
like there's no reason...
You laugh when you torture me.
I smile like it doesnt matter...
Depressed 17 year old
barley passed grade 12...
Forgotten...left behind
Those two words describe me...
Tear my life up like a piece of paper,
And throw it all away...
Getting caught up in a web of delusions drives me...
Trying to please everyone all in vain...
Too many nights have I wasted in silence,
Too many times have I cried to my pillow...
Deserving to care, but I really can't.
Exploitation of these pills won't let me rest...
Soul swiftly sweep away
For no longer can you dwell...
Looking in the mirror, I see what I've done,
a million red lines, some old some new, spread out...
I haven't got the nerves for it anymore
I will walk myself to the door...
She clutches her doll tightly to her chest
And walks out into the cold dark night...