Why can't i be pretty?
why can't i be cool...
Hours I spend in the darkness -
Weeping unseen tears...
Here I am again
Lost in my own world...
I think...
I think I think too much...
My face, so round and putrid.
my body, so physically disgusting...
Thoughts bottled up in my mind,
Nowhere for them to go...
Hunger struck me
In the middle of the night...
When all you need is love
All you get is hate...
My heart has stopped beating
My eyes are closed shut...
Staring at the ceiling,
At each of it's cracks...
Another lonely night
Wasted dreaming about a hopeless fight...
Whoever said it was easy is a fool.
Some days, I simply cannot understand...