(I Don't Want to be Tough) Anymore
Its been a long time coming...
Living a world
Where no one understands...
Cover the scars and hide your tears
Paint on a smile and ignore your fears...
You sit here and watch the world pass you
fall down on the ground and throw your hands up in...
I don't know what to do
don't know where to run...
Put the blade or
knife against my...
Pain, just to feel something
Tears, just to feel real...
To you I'm alive
If only you knew I was dead inside...
Dreaming,
Of sweet candy clouds...
I crawl into my bed at night
And curl up in the covers tight...
I can't escape,
The razor calls my name...
Completely Bruised
Pushing me down wasn't enough...