One day you left to have a child
Yet you are never near his home...
Mommy do you remember?
When you left me...
I wish that I could smile,
I wish that you could too...
You try to look straight though me
Steal the secrets from behind my eyes...
Ok everyone, I'm still new to all of this poetry...
Its a thought we can't control...
Is anybody listening
Is anybody there...
So helpless...
I don't need this shame...
I get home from school and slam the door
I scream "I can't take this anymore"...
I’m lost
Conflicted...
Are you aching for the blade?
Just to slit into your wrist...
If I died would any one miss me
Then they’d wished they could hug and kiss...
I tried to make things fade
I tried to make things go away...