I wanted to pick up the pieces
Of a broken, shattered me...
A place where you are happy
Of sorrow no one knows...
I dont know this feeling
That I've never felt before...
How do you go about telling a person you want to...
That you feel so much pain on the inside...
I like to write, i'm not sure why
i do not smile, i do not cry...
Feeling nothing
but something so sad...
Shimmering images clutter my mind.
Sanity leaves me far behind...
I wake each morning
the suns rays on my face...
For nights on end i dreamt of her.
I wished I could be by her side...
Trapped in the cage of endless routine
Mental paintings... A black and white scene...
Vast oceans crash in your eyes
Am I dreaming again this time...
I'm staring at myself,
As I stand next to the mirror...