I'm giving into something that,
I swore I'd never do...
I cannot deny how much it hurts
to know you doubted my love...
The blade injects color into my skin
drawing out the one memory...
Last night you took your life away
In one moment you were gone...
Hey November, I know you're coming
to fire off October and angrily tell him...
Sometimes in November
When the sun is sitting high...
I remember
a little house in Italy atop a sloping hill...
I wept when you told me I was simply a freak, I...
You promised to hold my hand,
As we walked down the road of life...
Eleven years have shot past my eyes,
grazing my grieving heart...
Genie in a bottle, not one more binge,
A snort's no different than a syringe...
Watching my life flash before my eyes
Time stands still...