Dearest mommy and daddy
i miss you so much...
Sarah is a little girl
with a handicapped dad...
Sometimes being 'strong'
Means having the courage to ask for help...
+ + + + + +
+ R.I.P...
Another night;
falls upon whispering shadows...
I am plagued with routine regret
at a bedside where I exhale in the arms...
Sometimes I close my eyes
And imagine you beside me...
There is a child for whom I care
Though no true blood of mine...
I feel lost without my pills at night I hurt for...
but I'm still trying to stay alive...
I passed your grave today
I had to stop...
Mommy's arms are empty,
My heart, quietly shattered...
Too Much To Ask
Days seem like eternity...