Sullen and nostalgic feelings
in a blue ocean of melancholy...
Tangled in knots upside down
lips twirling in spirals as illusive lies...
Looking left, looking right
All I see is a light...
I can't trust...
I could never be that blissful...
I am done
I quit...
Everyone seeming to push me,
where I don't want to go...
"How can you tell me that
you don't feel anything?"...
Sitting at the table. Coffee cup in hand.
Listening to rainfall, gracefull as it lands...
You don't know me, don't know what I've been...
So don't act like you know what's best for me...
Silence exploding.
I thought you would smile before you would weep...
Anger rips through me unexpectedly...
Don't you understand...
I'm shutting you out because
I should never have let you in...