Our days of dreaming have forgotten me here.
And the more I try to remember...
Tap water bubbles, and
hot water burns my skin...
Sometimes I think I'll be okay,
I feel the strength to carry on and...
Do you ever feel like giving up?
Like the pencil has no point...
In a crevice I do not cry,
Or feel emotion I don't know why...
It's been so long since I've seen you
Held your hand and heard your voice...
Six weeks old today
Mommy...
She cuts she cuts
So she can feel...
I tell myself I don't need it
And that what I'm feeling will pass...
I shudder as I feel
Your fingers trail my arm...
My heart goes out to you
I couldn't deal with myself if I lost you too...
Depression is like a parasite slowly eating away...
(I know its not really a poem but I hope this...