Paper dolls and intense emotions,
Laps of memories put in motion...
I didn't want it to end this way you promised you...
As her words spilled out I knew the same tears but...
Tonight might be my last night
I'm sorry but I can't take it...
I trusted you
But you're just the same...
I was going to write a sad poem
But my nephew shot himself...
I always break down crying
I hardly have happiness...
Sometimes I sit back and think
I think of everything I went through...
No one hears.
no one hears my screams of sorrow...
Why did you have to do it
you promised me you wouldn't leave...
There are shavings and
dust and laughter...
Pills are my life
they help me live...
You may think of me as strong and kind
but how i see myself you don't know...