I'm tired of the pain and tired of the hurt
I thought he liked me because all we did was flirt...
Silent nights,
Secret frights...
Racing through my mind,
intoxicating and violent...
I am that girl who always wears a smile even thou...
I am that girl who always gets knocked down but...
Can you see the despair in her eyes?
Do you hear the pain in her voice...
To say I feel empty, in itself is a contradiction...
Rather, my soul is in a deep realm of confliction...
Like the pooling of the tides,
brutal waters advance and retreat...
I'm not requesting you to love me
I'm not even asking you to love me...
Floating above the white pasty clouds
Awaiting my earth crashing fall...
Show him death
Show him pain...
The problem with not believing
is the world is plain and grey...
Poem: I Cry In Thoughts
2010...