For my father: i love you no matter what
Imagine what it's like...
My life was beautiful until she came
I thought she will make it amazing...
Close my eyes, block out the world,
let all my pretenses fall away...
I am not sad, she would repeat to herself over and...
Alone ithe dark i'm laying down
I thought I heard a sound...
I cry in the middle of the night, so nobody hears
I smile during the day, so nobody sees...
Please listen to my story, after going through the...
Depression..
it chokes me...
I know what you want from me
But I must confess...
Waking up into a nightmare
where the lies are told and the truth is silenced...
Cliched promises,
unrealistic dreams...
I don't care
i don't know why...