Will I see tomorrow
or will I die...
She grabbed the knife
Caressed it on her wrist...
Depression--how strange it is for you
to visit me. I tried to stay clear of you...
So her make up is on and her smiles in place,
Her foundation and eye shadow mask her old face...
If you're reading this, expect a knock on the...
looks like I only got a one way ticket out of...
I can feel it tugging and pulling
The parts of my heart are contracting...
Falling, falling, so far down,
they don't recognize my frown...
The darkness takes over me once again. Stronger...
Look into my eyes, and you will see no mistake
Look at my smile, and you won't know it's fake...
It's dark and cold,
I can't feel my face...
I don't feel anything anymore,
There isn't jealousy, hate or anger...
I hate being the one to always love and then lose...
It seems as though everyone I ever need...